What is on My Heart Today!

To be wholely intoxicated by the beauty of his face, to be fully consumed by the fire that enters my soul! To live on the excitement in His eyes, the excitement of his eyes drives himself to do, what his father loves... to do what captures his father's heart!
When you see him with those eyes of fire, all you want to do is run! When he comes to you full of excitement, asking "Are you ready? Are you ready, to fully experience myself?" All you can say is yes, that is what it's like to be completely fascinated with Him! To know his emotions is to experience the fire, to see those eyes... to see his smile... to feel his heart.. is to be a walking FURNACE...is to know Him!

To have the knowledge of God, to know him as the creatures know Him... to love as Christ loves! To be fascinated, is the cry!

What's Happening- Part 1

So readers today in my state is the vote for the marriage amendment! I am not the age to vote yet but, I am putting my stamp by fasting and praying... for those teens that live in NC, I ask that you do the same. This is not another vote that our parents are doing because they have to but, this vote paints a picture on culture for something bigger to happen! Don't be blind to the fact that you can't do anything because you can! A prayer is actually one of the strongest ways to fight against the dark plan behind the vote NO. 

Another thing I wanted to talk about is something that I have noticed... the three most importance  issues that are arising right now, abortion, homosexuality, and environmentalism all have something in common.. they all are about stunting life... abortion kills us off, homosexuality you can't even have children, environmentalism thinks we should have less maybe even none. The Devil is killing us through our own stupidity!

These things are not for the benefit of us but, the destruction of us! Now I am against all of these.. but the world is rising to meet all three of these. This is the Devil's rising hour of fame... don't be deceived we are at a dangerous hour of History.

A couple months God gave me a dream and honestly I was afraid to share it because it was hard message for myself, much less sharing it with others. I'll have to go back through my journals to find the verse reference but, the dream was about us Christians sleeping and God said to me when I woke from the dream was, "My people must wake, and step out! Its time! I'm sounding an alarm and they must respond!"

Friends, as hard as it is... we have to do this!

(I'll post the dream in part 2)

A Dream! - Message to all!

So about two weeks ago, I had a dream. One of the craziest ones yet! I've had two others like this before... from God. The first one I had I was literally trembling... I had it when I was ten and then a second one this last fall! Then the one I'm about to share, like I said I had a couple weeks ago. There are a couple of other things God wants me to share and also I feel I need to cry out. So brace your selves, I'm about to get serious!
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I was on a youth retreat, my youth group was there and some friends from another youth group and then some friends.
The hotel was the most beautiful- marble floors, glass rooms, and walls, inside fountains! I remember when we got there I went to my room and put my stuff down. Then I was trying to put earrings in and my bag fell... this girl from the group helped me.
Then I went down stairs and we as a group hungout around this beautiful fountain, pure clean water inside it... the fountain was in a glassroom, there were tons of people in this same area... so busy! Just pushing their way through people... Us as a group were just having fun and hanging out.
Something was going on at this Hotel and I knew it! The others didn't so much...
I kept noticing this woman around the hotel, watching me, us... mostly me. I knew this was more than a retreat for us and they knew I knew!
The top of this company/place, was a older man. He was planning something and I was going to find out what!
I knew I would be risking it... but I didn't care! I started being nosy, I started to find out things. Things they didn't want me too!
One thing was, the hotel had this grocery store, it was small and it was for the people who stayed at the hotel. The bread in this store was making people sick... REALLY sick!
I started to tell people they were slowly dying but, they were either to busy to care or just didn't listen. Then people of the hotel started watching me, a lot of people just went on in life not even noticing the things I was witnessing. Only those that wanted me quiet noticed...
Then I was in my room when men came in and took me to the grocery store warehouse.
They brought me into this open area and there was the woman- she stared at me for a moment when I started getting beat up by the men! I had soda in my hand... and I was trying to drink it.. they kept coming at me.
I remember, me being pushed into a corner. The woman watching me with a smirk on her face- She was the second in command of the company!
She kept saying "Don't tell anyone the things you have found out. If you do, we will kill you."
Then she told the men to stop. Then she said "And if anyone asked where you were tell them you went on a date with Marcus and your scares are what happened." as we were about to walk out.

Of course if my friends asked they would know that something was up by that reply because, I don't date.That's what I thought... I told the woman that too. She said "Follow me." I did. Men followed close behind to make sure I followed.
As we walked through the halls men in black suits were everywhere! I started telling the woman the delays of their plans... "They will know something is up!" - "Then keep it low key." - "They will find out about you and what your doing!" - "No they won't and if they do, we will know where to find them!"
The head joined us- "He asked "What is going on?" - "She won't stop ranting!" - "Then get her to!"
Then the woman says to me- "You'll probably want some rest!" The woman by this point was frustrated with me. She smiled a bit mockingly though when she said those words, as we went down a hall to a well guarded room!

The room was full of some of the strongest Christian youths I know. They were all trying to sleep.
A guard brought me in and said I was off limits to talk to and then he left.
I waited for someone to notice my scars and bruises... no one did, all were to tired. "Guys, they hurt me!" then one of the youth said "Shhh...you should be quiet. Aren't you tired?"
I was but, I knew I couldn't. I had to push and stay awake. I couldn't believe they all were sleeping, none of them noticing how beat up I was. They just wanted to sleep. We were about to die and they wanted to sleep!
I remember, just looking around not believing what I saw... Then I woke up.


The other stuff following later!