love·sick: Adjective: In love, or missing the person one loves, so much that one is unable to act normally
Today I am so lovesick, its serious! As I began to do the dishes I began to have a conversation with Christ.
"I am so lovesick, its... I hate to say it but ridiculous." (Me)
"If you think that little bit that your experiencing is ridiculous, then imagine what I feel! And I can't even express my love-sickness as I desire, because my people reject me and some don't even know who I am!" (Christ)
I could feel and hear the frustration, and the passion He has for His Bride! I thought about what He said, and I suddenly felt His emotions...Imagine being SO in love with a person that you die for them and come back but, their so confused, hurt, abused, by the very guy who killed you... that they don't know how to love you anymore! Or rather... He has lied to them for so long that they don't even know who you are!
I would die, if the people I love didn't know how to love me, or didn't even remember my name! Christ loves us SO MUCH... I am even more lovesick... and I so wish and pray that all us will get this...that HE LOVES US! He loves His people, even the ones who don't know Him and have ran away from His arms.
I am now consumed with mourning for my brothers and sisters, for they do not know my Jesus like I do but, if they did.... oh how much joy, love, etc they would experience and encounter!
(So one let Christ know how much you love and adore Him, and two simply share Christ love...not by shouting "Your going to Hell!" not by "Saying come to my Church!"... for those bring strings into relationships...there is plenty of time later when they begin to trust and know that Christ really does love them...when you can share that. Just be there... like Christ is always there. For more people right now need the comforting, to be lead to the revelations, to be lead the teachings. )
Oh my... I am so lovesick right now!
hey, I read your conversation on the rebelution about ihop, interesting. Anyway I ended up here and I think this post is one of the deepest and most heart felt post I've ever read. It seems so many of us have gotten so wrapped up in using the web to further ourselves or our agendas. Very nice to find someone who seems to have a real relationship with "the one who made the moon" and lets it bleed through their writing. Love it.
ReplyDeleteGod bless and I look forward to reading more such as this.
Ryan
p.s. you still going to that thing at ihop? and when is it? I'm surprised I didn't hear anything about it.