A Relationship

There comes a time and a place where you experience the love of God. 

It doesn't exactly happen when you get saved, 

or when you die. 

It happens when you realize the deepest parts of you are not met. 

When someone bigger than yourself is reaching down to where others have never dared to go,
 and where you yourself have feared, 

Would never be touched in the way you dreamed. 

You've always known it would be if you only got to that place! 

Entered into his presence and just talked to Him but,

Do we dare? 

We ask. 

Do we dare risk?

Do we dare step towards this person that will take us higher? 

Like a rollarcoaster that never drops. 

Do we dare to dream of a relationship that is perfect, in the light of a different being? 

Do we dare enter into a house of servants, 

knowing that one day the training will be over and we will enter his chamber. 

As Esther did. 

Do we dare fall in love with a King- Not just a king but the King of kings?

Do we dare realize his love?

Do we dare experience? 

We are afraid of our lover. 

Being so abused by the one who owned us before, we don't know how to act!

We act out of the habits of the other house because we were there for so long.

It's hard breaking from the habits. 

But really the thing that draws us back the most- 

is realizing the fact that true love does exist! 

That perfect love exist! 

Chains, sin, does not hold us back. 

For when Christ died they were broken, it died. 

Even if you sin, God forgives.

Believing in this "dream" is possible,

It can become a reality by pursuing God as he pursues us daily.

The love of God is a experience that is breathtaking, 

Beautiful,

Engaging,

Moving. 

Being intimate with God is a beautiful reality. 

A love that makes you so deep in love,

Emotions come you don't even know what to do with, 

So you use them to pursue Him more,

And you draw closer, deeper. 

Emotions come stronger and it all happens again. 

A beautiful cycle!

Made specifically for us,
for Him.
We were made just to love God!
To just be His own,
to share a paradise with Him.
I haven't always known true love,
I thought I did but,
pursuing God,
Him pursuing me-
Changes everything!

Deep calls out to deep, deep, deep.
He calls out to me, me, me!
We live to Eterity.
Where WE live life forever as one!

Pursuing is something that never stops,
It persits,
It moves,
It engages.
Its an everlasting thing that,
 gives a drive to do things you never thought you could do,
simply because you love!
Pursuing is beautiful if looked at the right way,
In the wrong way it could look like more of a chore,
than an opportunity!
Pursuing is life changing.
When you make that the prime to life,
pursuing God,
Your in adventure for a lifetime.
One you will NEVER forget,
One you will never want to stop.
The best part about all this it never does stop!
It NEVER does.

(From my journal)